Thursday, July 28, 2016

Are You A Survivor

Are You A Survivor ???

Survivors are strong people ...in fact they are the strongest ....being a survivor makes you feel that you can conquer the whole world and any war that might face you ...
I , myself , am a survivor ....and what a survivor ! ....one that has been through all sorts of wars ,,, one who has been struggling for decades .... fighting against human wars... illness wars.... material wars,,,anything that hurts , changes white into black , smile into tears, happiness into sadness,,, life into death .....in short my life has been a series of  misfortunes,,, miseries and accumulations of pain ....moreover, what hurts most is that all these toxic events  are the results of the behavior and actions of my closest and nearest people ...those who are from my own  blood and flesh !!!!

If I speak of the pain and miseries my own family have been putting me through all my life till this moment you will be so surprised and  you might not even believe it ...

The only person who was fair and good to me was my beloved father
( My God bless his soul) ... he was the angel ,,, the light ... the candle that lit my heart and my life and the only sun that still gives me warmth ... strength and power.. of course after my strong belief and faith in the Almighty God who has been providing me with the power of will to overcome all the difficulties I have been through ....

If you want to be a SURVIVOR ...all you need is FAITH in God and an idol ... someone from whom you get some strength to carry on - survive ...

Now I am all alone after I have been used and abused by all ...after everyone gets what they want ,,,they all left me to fight my battle which they have drawn me to ....

I try to forget all the bad deeds they have done to me ... I can't ... I try to forgive them ,,,, I try ....BUT I have to be careful of the bites of the wolves who are waiting around me ...






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