Tuesday, July 02, 2013

How To Survive A Fatal Disease ( My True Story) of God's Miracles - Miracle 3

How To survive A Fatal  Disease 
( My True Story ) of God 's Miracles 
Miracle 3

Last year I had thyroid cancer ,,, I had to undergo two operations ( I have written all about that previously - under the title - My story with cancer) ,,, however , I shall not go through details of that and if any one is interested just go to the articles mentioned above ,,, well ,,after the removal of the two nodules on both sides right , then left ,,,and taking radio iodine ,, the scan showed that the cancer tumor was still on both sides close to the vocal cords ,,, I then started taking thyroxine drug to activate the hormones of the thyroid ,,,six months passed and I went again to check ,,, during all these months I was praying to GOD to save me the trouble of going through that bad time of having the cancer ,,, I am  great believer in GOD ,,,and HIS MIRACLES ,,I was not afraid of DEATH ,,, nor of CANCER ,,,, my only concern was that if the cancer remains and my health deteriorates ,,,I must have some one to take care of me ,,, and  I AM ALL ALONE ,,,I have been living alone for more than three years ever since  my husband left me for another woman ,, I left my country and came to live in another country far away ,,,I escaped from all the troubles that I faced suddenly there from the man who has changed completely from a man who was so passionate and caring , loving and understanding, polite and a real gentleman  to a different  man who shouts and calls names ,, pushes and swears ,, turns tables and bang doors and of course from a loving person to a person who curses and is full of hatred and grudge ,,,for no reason ,,, life became so different ,, so sad ,,, so miserable ,,therefore , I had no place to stay in a place wherein no one was there to comfort me ,, to help me or even to support me as all my siblings  stood against me at that time instead of helping me ,,,
My fear was if my health deteriorates , what will I do ,, a stranger in a country where even the neighbor are so bad ,,,no real friend ,, no one to depend on ,,BUT the ALMIGHTY GOD ,,was ,,,is and will always be with me ,,,I kept praying to HIM to make me survive this difficult time ,,, I am SURE and I KNOW that HE WILL NEVER LET ME DOWN ,,,as HE never did in the past ,,,yes , I have taken my medications ,,that is true ,, but there are so many cases wherein the tumor would stay and even grow ,,, each day that passed from 25/11/2012 till last week ,,I was always praying and talking to GOD ,,asking HIM for a cure ,,,in order not to need any one ,,, because I have no one ,,, YES ,,I DO HAVE HIM ,,THE ALMIGHTY GOD ,,,He is  with me ,,listening to my prayers ,,,very close to my heart ,,,spirit and soul ,,mind and body ,,as He states in the HOLY QUR'AN ,,,
( I AM CLOSER TO YOU THAN YOUR OWN VEIN )
I  kept addressing Him ,, requesting of Him and begging Him  not to make me need any one ,,any human beings ,,because I know that all my life I have been helpful to all ,,,but no one was helpful to me ,,,they all seek their welfare ,, interest and needs ,, all  were and still are profiteers ,,,
On 19/6/2013 I went for the next checking and the night before I was restless ,,, in the middle of the night , I woke up ,,prayed and talked to HIM ...I asked for another MIRACLE ,,I know that YOU can make miracles,, YOU have made so many previously to me ,,,
In the morning I went to the Nuclear Medicine PET/CT Bone & Density Centre after having blood tests for more than 3 times in a month  to check  the TSH ,,,,,I was not afraid nor sad ,, neither depressed nor upset ,,,I was and still am ,,,A GREAT BELIEVER IN GOD  ,,,and believers do not fear ,,,anything ,,, I was contented with whatever GOD has planned to me ,,,even my story with my husband which left a deep wound into my heart and soul ,,,still I believe that God has destined this for me for a reason ,,, ...
In the CT Scan ,,,I felt tired spending more than an hour ,, my limbs were stiff ,, I felt my body was  like a wooden board ,, ,,I had a terrible pain all over because of the long time that I spend on that machine ,,which whenever I see , I remember my poor father and what had the terrible doctors did to him ,,,
Finally , I finished ,,,left the room and was waiting ,, my mind was clear ,,or shall I say empty ,,completely empty ,,,waited ,, I do not recall how many minutes ,,,or how long ,, then the secretary called my name : Ms . Nidhal ...
Yes , I went in and she had a big smile on her lips ,,negative ,,she said ,,,Really ..I replied ,,, cancer free ,,, yes,,, she said ,,,she gave me the report and the scan ,,,it was obvious there is nothing ,,,  thanks God ,,I said ,,it is a miracle ,,,yes , she said ,, have you seen that young man who was sitting opposite you ,,yes I said ,, he was not more than 25 years of age ,,, his result is positive ,, Oh my God ,,I said ,,I told you ,, I repeated ,,it  is a miracle ,,,Dr. Farid , the specialist came over to congratulate me ,, thanks a lot Dr. I said ,,
I took the reports ,, Scan and left ,,I am FREE of CANCER ,,,it is a rebirth ..I thought ,,I should NEVER grieve or be sad about anything ,,I thought ,,
THIS IS MT REAL STORY OF GOD'S MIRACLE 
IF YOU ARE A BELIEVER IN GOD ,,,HE WILL MAKE MIRACLES TO YOU JUST BELIEVE IN HIM ,,AND SEE HOW GREAT GOD IS 
I HAVE A NEW LIFE 
I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN GOD & HIS MIRACLES 

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