Saturday, September 07, 2013

STOP the WAR on SYRIA PLEASE = ENOUGH BLOOD !!!

STOP the WAR on SYRIA PLEASE = ENOUGH BLOOD !!!
 
ENOUGH wars ,,,STOP the blood ponds & killing ,,,stop VIOLENCE & TERROR ,,,,WAR is HELL ,,,let people live  in peace and stop your greedy desires of sucking nations ' blood ,,,vampires of the this century - shame on you ,,may all warmongers rot in HELL ...
 
 
ENOUGH wars ,,, IRAQ , my beloved country , has been destroyed by the USA ' s LIES and NOW again the SAME DIRTY PLOT is being played against SYRIA ,,, PLEASE dear readers of all nations , colors and religions = BELIEVE the TRUTH that ISLAM is a religion of PEACE & LOVE ,,,NOT of HATRED & KILLING ,,,what is happening nowadays and since the BLOODY AL-QAIDA and those EXTREMISTS emerged ,,,they have TURNED our peaceful religion ISLAM into a religion of SLAUGHTERING , KILLING , VIOLENCE , EXTREMISIM , TERROR ,,,NOTHING at all in ISLAM says that you should KILL ,,in the HOLY QURA'AN GOD( ALLAH ) states = HE WHO KILLS A SOUL OF ONE PERSON IS CONSIDERED AS THOUGH HE HAS KILLED ALL PEOPLE) ,,,
 
 
Allah ( GOD ) has told us and ordered us to be merciful and kind even to the insects ,,, HE has taught us in HIS VERY WORDS in the Holy Qura'an to be kind and gentle ,,merciful and helpful to all living beings : people, animals , birds, insects ,,,in fact God ( Allah ) has told us to be good to all ,,, HOW CAN YOU CHANGE GOD's lessons ,,, PLEASE read the HOLY QURA'AN ,,,whoever you are to realize the SINS and CRIMES that you are committing by calling to WARS ...KILLING and SLAUGHTERING .. STOP spreading VICES ,,,WAR IS A VICE ,,IT IS THE WORST CRIME ,,, STOP IN THE NAME OF ALLAH ,,I ASK YOIU TO STOP THIS MENTALITY ,,,CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE ,,,BE POSITIVE ,,,BE GOOD ,,,


Tell me how can kilning and slaughtering be considered HUMASNITARIAN ,,or PROHIBITED ,,all those who call for WAR and FIGHTING are her tics ,,, they have NO RELIGION at all ,,, because GOD ( ALLAH) is MERCIFUL ,,,,HE calls for PEACE , LOVE , HELP , KINDNESS ,,,all virtues not for SLAUGHTERING ,,,PLEASE READ the HOLY QURA' AN ,,,whoever you are ( Syrian-fixation ) ,,,and I am sure ,,if you understand ARABIC ,,,you will realize what am I writing ,,,,UNLESS you have read another copy or you have read the MISINTERPRETATION of the QURA'AN ,,,,which has turned everything upside down ,,,
STOP THIS TRAGEDY ,,STOP THIS CATASTROPHE ,,,STOP VIOLENCE ,,STOP SLAGUTHERING ..ENOUGH BLOOD SHED ..PLEASE
MAY GOD BLESS YOU TOM FEELY ,, tell me how can kilning and slaughtering be considered HUMANITARIAN ,,or PROHIBITED ,,all those who call for WAR and FIGHTING are her tics ,,, they have NO RELIGION at all ,,, because GOD ( ALLAH) is MERCIFUL ,,,,HE calls for PEACE , LOVE , HELP , KINDNESS ,,,all virtues not for SLAUGHTERING ,,,PLEASE READ the HOLY QURA' AN ,,,whoever you are ( Syrian-fixation ) ,,,and I am sure ,,if you understand ARABIC ,,,you will realize what am I writing ,,,,UNLESS you have read another copy or you have read the MISINTERPRETATION of the QURA'AN ,,,,which has turned everything upside down ,,,
STOP THIS TRAGEDY ,,STOP THIS CATASTROPHE ,,,STOP VIOLENCE ,,STOP SLAGUTHERING ..ENOUGH BLOOD SHED ..PLEASE
 


I WONDER how can any sensible HUMAN BEING encourage KILLING ,,SLAUGHTERING and TAKING the souls which GOD has given and it is ONLY HE who can TAKE ,, is NOT that WRITTEN in the HOLY QURA'AN ,,, or you warmongers want to change GOD's LAWS ,,, GOD gives us all life and HE can take our souls and finish our life WHENEVER HE wants ,, is NOT that mentioned in the QURA'AN ,,, PLEASE STOP this BARBARIAN movements ,,attacks or shall I say ACTS ,,,,go back to your senses whoever calls for WAR ,,,WAR is NO more than DESTRUCTION and TRAGEDIES ,,,its EVIL ,, it is the DEVIL's WORK ,,IT is a CRIME ,,,

,,,PLEASE be HUMANE ,,,BE MERCIFUL ,, BE LOVING ,, BE LOGICAL ,,,STOP this PREJUIDEC ,,stop this MALICE ,,,read the holy books ,,,stop being fanatic and evil ,,,stop being aggressive and malicious ,,,these are not the manners of REAL BELIEVERS in GOD
Allah GOD) has stated in HIs Holy Qura'an to us the ( Muslim nations) to be MODERATE not violent nor extremists ,,, I BET no Muslim who has read the Holy Qur'an and comprehend the meanings - would urge for / call for killing ...
 
Allah ( GOD ) has told us and ordered us to be merciful and kind even to the insects ,,, HE has taught us in HIS VERY WORDS in the Holy Qura'an to be kind and gentle ,,merciful and helpful to all living beings : people, animals , birds, insects ,,,in fact God ( Allah ) has told us to be good to all ,,, HOW CAN YOU CHANGE GOD's lessons ,,, PLEASE read the HOLY QURA'AN ,,,whoever you are to realize the SINS and CRIMES that you are committing by calling to WARS ...KILLING and SLAUGHTERING .. STOP spreading VICES ,,,WAR IS A VICE ,,IT IS THE WORST CRIME ,,, STOP IN THE NAME OF ALLAH ,,I ASK YOIU TO STOP THIS MENTALITY ,,,CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE ,,,BE POSITIVE ,,,BE GOOD ,,,
BE HUMAN ,,,NO MORE BARBARISM
NO MORE KILLING
PEACE ON EARTH
THIS IS THE MESSAGE OF ALL PROPHETS
OF ALL RELIGIONS

SO STOP THIS CALL FOR
STRIKING SYRIA

FOLLOW YOUR CONSCIOUS
DO NOT FOLLOW THE DEVIL
CALLED USA
THE DEVIL IS THE USA GOVERNMENT
THE DEVIL IS

BUSH Jr. BUSH Sr. OBAMA
THE DEVIL IS ISRAEL
THE DEVIL IS SAUDIS & QATARIS
THE DEVIL IS ZIONISM

THE DEVIL IS WAR
IT IS KILLING INNOCENT PEOPLE

PEACE ON EARTH
 
 
 

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Obama's New War in Syria 'Say F U America!'



SAY NO to BLOODY Obama 's WAR on Syria
I apologize for the bad language ,,,,

ANOTHER WAR ,,,ANOTHER CATASTROPHE

ANOTHER WAR ,,,ANOTHER CATASTROPHE 

Why does NOT the USA stop from ATTACKING other countries  ????
I WONDER & keep WONDERING for more than a decade about a question which has been harping on my mind :
WHO HAS PUT THE USA government a RULER ,,,on the world ???
WHY CAN NOT any other big influential country intervene  ???
WHY do not the INTERNATIONAL organizations ..Amnesty International   ,,,International Court of Justice ,,,all other so called humanitarian organizations - say a word against this tyrannous oppressive act of the USA government ???? Why does the United Nations  apply by the rule of the BLOODY AGGRESSIVE AMERICAN government ??
WHY ..WHY ...WHY ,,, hundreds of questions that I find no answer to BUT that the USA is  DEVIL on EARTH ,,,SATAN which very  ... scarce  ...rare ...elite can stand up to or challenge..
 IT SADDENS me  to see the world eliminated and  human beings are burnt alive == it scares me to see millions of innocent people die because of some evil greedy devils ...
 Hundreds of  people have been to Syria and all agree that the Syrian were living a very good peaceful life ,, the cost of living was low ,, the Syrian nation never complained ,,, life was easy , peaceful and good ,,,I , myself , have been to Syria and I saw the prosperity and good life the people had ,,, many Arabs including Iraqis had fled to Syria after the USA invasion to Iraq and they were all very happy ,,, a large number of refugees stay there and were accommodating to the easy life unlike those who fled to other Arab countries ,,,,
What else shall I write ...EXCEPT that the USA government is behaving in a very MEAN , VICIOUS , FILTHY , CRIMINAL way to RULE the world even if it means ELIMINATING ALL nations ,,
Why does history criticize HITLER ,,, and his Holocaust ,,, 
AMERICA ,,,THE USA government ,,,Gush Sr. Bush Jr. Obama & their allies from Israel , Saudis , Qataris ... whoever ARE THE NEW HITLERS ..THE NEW HOLOCAUST 
 I wish I live to see the END OF ALL THOSE TYRANNOUS OPPRESSORS  ...
THE DEVIL IS CALLED USA 
MAY the USA government & all its ALLIES BURN IN HELL

Stop The War on Syria

Stop the War on Syria

Anti-war campaigners prepare for substantial weekend protest over Syria

Stop the War Coalition claim thousands will march, echoing Iraq demonstrations of 2003





STOP the WAR on SYRIA ,,have your say ,,,ENOUGH killing and slaughtering innocent people ,,,remember IRAQ and the GREATEST LIES of the USA ,,, it is the same dirty game ,,, stand up and say your word ,,, stop the USA from this crime ...


أيها الشرفاء = اوقفوا الحرب ضد سوريا ألا يكفي ما حصل للعراق - الا يكفي ما يراق من دم ؟ ايها الشرفاء اينما كنم قولوا كلمه حق ولو مره واحده في حياتكم كفانا دماء - ان امريكا واسرائل وحلفائهم من الخليج والسعوديه لا هم لهم سوى القتل والارهاب من اجل حفنه دولارات - كفانا نخضع للعدو الصهيوني والاسرائيلي والامريكي والسعودي - اي عرب واي اسلام هذا الذي يجعل السعوديه تحشد جيوشها واراضيها لضرب العرب والمسلمين - كفانا نلهث وراء الصهاينه والاعداء- ان الله سبحانه تعالى يقول في كتابه العزيز - منْ قَتَلَ نَفْسًا بِغَيْرِ نَفْسٍ أَوْ فَسَادٍ فِى الأَرْضِ فَكَأَنَّمَا قَتَلَ النَّاسَ جَمِيعًا - لقد اصبحنا نحن العرب والمسلمون لعبه بيد الصهاينه ولم يعد همنا الا في مسابقات الغناء والرقص وضاع شبابنا في التفاهات والترهات ونسينا الدين ونسينا الله ونسينا كل شئ - دعوه الى كل شريف ان يتكلم ويكتب ويوقف هذه الحرب التي ستؤدي الى كوارث - ها هو العراق يغرق يوميا بدماء الابرياء والسبب كذبه من امريكا القذره ومساعده من حلفائها الانذال - اعتذر عن الكلمات غير اللائقه - ها نحن العراقيون مشردون في بقاع العالم ومن بقي في العراق يعاني الامرين كل لحظه - قولوا كلمه حق ايها الشرفاء بالله عليكم .... 

NO MORE BLOOD ,,,the world is drowning in blood ,,,all because of the BLOODY USA which has turned our life into constant slaughtering and killing ,,,
REMEMBER IRAQ ,,,,we IRAQIS are still living in  HELL on earth ,,,our vocabulary items  have  turned from life , love peace ,,etc into =  terror ,,, death ,,slaughtering , graveyards , tombs , 
bombs, blasts , blood , horror , unemployment , poverty , diseases , attack , unsafely  ,  dust , no electricity, darkness, weeping , crying , funeral , displacement , chaos , escape , all bad negative adjectives that can express our recent situation ,,,all because the USA has committed the worst and ugliest crime by invading our country based on the greatest lies in history that Iraq has WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION and that IRAQ is THREATENING THE USA nation ,,,,NOW Obama - the black copy of his predecessors Bush 

Sr. ; Bush Jr. ; Israel - the Zionism ,,,,all are no 

more than COPIES of the DEVIL 

,,,all LAIRS ,,they have fabricated this story that 

the Syrian government has used chemical  weapons

,,, a very clear fabrication film just to justify their

dirty act ,,,

PLEASE stand up to America the ENEMY Of 

HUMANITY & LIFE 

SAY YOUR WORD 

LOOK at the BRITISH PEOPLE and their 

HONESTY & HUMANITY 

DO AS THEY DID 

NO MORE WARS 

ENOUGH KILLING AND SLAUGHTERING 

ENOUGH SLAVERY BY USA 

ENOUGH SILENCE 

ENOUGH FEAR 

STAND UP AND SAY YOUR WORD
  
PLEASE 
SOS 
HELP 

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

رساله الى والدي العزيز

رحمة الله عليك أبي العزيز



أبي العَزيز

في مِثلِ هذِه الأيام كنتَ تُعاني من المرض الذي أخذكَ  منّا ونحنُ في أشدِ الحاجةِ اليكَ والدي  وأنتَ في عزِ شبابكَ

كمْ اِشتقنا اِليكَ أبي واِلى وجهكَ وكلامكَ وطيبتكَ وحنانكَ وحبُكَ لنا وحياتنا الجميله معكَ و التي   ضاعت بعدَ غيابِكَ

أراكَ دوماً  في أحلامي  واِبتسامتكَ المُشرقه ووجهُك المُضئ وكلامكَ وصوتُكَ العذب – قل لي  متى أراك أبي   واّفرحُ بلِقاءِكَ

أخذتكَ يدُ المنونِ مِنّا والغَصةُُ لا زالتْ في قلوبِنا  ونُفوسِنا وأرواحنا المشتاقةُُ لك آه  لو تَدر ي  يا أبي كيفَ نَحيا
 بعدَ فراقكَ

لَم تعُد الدنيا جَميلةً  كما كانتْ فقد كُنتَ أنتَ الضّياء والقلبُ النّابضُ في بيتِنا الّذي غدا مُظلماً  حالِكاً بائساً بِبعادكَ

هلْ تُراك  تعلمُ يا أبي   بما جرَى لنا مِن بَعد رحيلكَ  ؟  لقد فَرّقتنا الأيام وشَتتنا  في ِبقاعِ الدُنيا -  فكلُ شئِ ماتَ بعدَ ذِهابكَ

مَتى يا أبي الغالي  ألحقُ بِكَ  ؟ مَتى أراكَ وأكلمكَ ؟   مَتى يا تُرى يلتمُ شملنا ؟ فَهذِه الدُنيا اآلفانية طالَت  أيامها كثيراً عليّ وأود لِقاءَكَ



عسى الباري يرحمك ويغفر لك ويسكنك فسيح جنانه

لقد  كنت لنا نعم الأب والمربي علمتنا وربيتنا  وأحسنت الينا

الفاتِحة على روح أبي  العَزيز آلذي وافاه الأجل  في 29-8-1979





Tuesday, August 06, 2013

Baghdad Is Burning ,,,,,Again

Baghdad Is Burning ,,,,Again 

My beautiful city ,,, my hometown ,,, my beloved BAGHDAD  is burning again ,,, all Iraq is on fire EXCEPT the KURDISH cities of course ,,,,having been away from Baghdad, my heart aches every minute I switch on the TV to watch the news ,,,every day explosions and blasts ,,a new era of terror and slaughtering have come wherein the USA government have achieved its malicious bloody plans to carry on the long - term plot of destroying Iraq ,,,ten years of destruction and terror was not enough to the USA gangsters ,,,the vampires of the twenty first century ,,,the wolves in sheep skin coats ,, the slaughterers of the new world and new age have come with  a new step of freeing  more than 1000  terrorists and worst criminals who have been  imprisoned  in  the notorious Abu Ghraib  prison  for dangerous crimes  as well as those in Al-Taji prison - the same plan have been adopted to let more than 500 criminals free from a Pakistani prison  ,,,,how can this happen so easily unless there were perfect plans to achieve this act from professional people - especially that  these  prisons were very carefully guarded and supposed to have been well  protected  against such escape operations   ... 
It is CRYSTAL CLEAR that the escape has been arranged and planned for from higher powerful influential groups and no doubt they are supported by ???? upstairs .....well ..all these are part of a plan by the USA which then started implementing another step by closing all its embassies in  Iraq and  Pakistan,,, then to camouflage all this , the USA extends closing its embassies in almost 22 countries claiming that it is for the security of its citizens and because of the threats  they have got ,,,
Soon after  those criminals escaped from Abu Ghraib & Al-Taji prisons , violence and killing spread in Baghdad  and cities around it ,,, this can never be coincidentally ...any fool can realize the connection between these two subjects ,,,however , as usual , the USA & its allies =  Israel / Saudis / Qataris  and their active hands  & executors - salafis & wahabis =  the bloody extremists  who have changed our world from a world of peace and love into a world of terror and hatred ,,,,those were the prisoners whom the warmongers help to escape in order to carry on their dirty crimes of slaughtering and killing ,,of murdering the innocent people ,,,men , women , children  , elderly ,,,all those who have no guilt but  of being honest Iraqis who are not able to leave their country  ... 
During the last month more than 1000 innocent Iraqis have lost their souls for no reason ,,,
Ten years of oppression , poverty , unemployment , killing , constant daily murder , no electricity , no water , no security , no safety , not a single day passes without a tragic situation of explosions and blasts ,,
Iraq ,,one of the richest countries of petrol  ,,  the fourth country in the world which grows  dates = 648 types , wealth of all kinds of minerals ,,  has become the poorest country after the BLOODY USA INVASION ,,,because ever since the invasion ONLY the GOVERNMENT ,,,PMs ,, MINSTERS ,,,,all those thieves and their subordination  who have been abroad for decades ,,and who never seen nor suffered from the tyranny of the late Saddam Husain and his regime ,,they were all having luxurious lives  in England , France , Germany , Sweden , Switzerland , Europe ,,,but after the invasion of BLOODY USA ,,,they came along with the invaders to poison our life ,,,they are  all importers and  lairs ,, they are stealing our money ,,, each and every  minister / MP / or responsible in the government is having imaginary salary ,,,then after he/ she spend four years or less they retire to have another imaginary pension of a fortune ,,, they all have foreign nationalities ,,, they all have their families / villas. estates , saving  bank accounts abroad ,,,still they have to steal everything ....whereas millions of  highly - experienced , qualified Iraqis are still unemployed  , displaced and live in poverty  which arises after the war to 40% or even more ,,,,
Where is JUSTICE ,,,,

To be continued  

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Is Really Time The Coin of Your Own Life ???

Is really Time The Coin of Your Own Life ??


" Time is the coin of your life ,,,spend it and do not let others to spend it for you ...." 

Ever since I  read the above sentence , I kept wondering  whether  it is  really true ,,,especially if you are a compassionate , kind , nice , good person with a heart of gold and a virtual spirit ,,and all my life has come throughout decades in front of my eyes ,,,I then realized how I was used and abused by all my family members except my dear beloved father ...


It is a pity how others can be so cruel and selfish so as to destroy you just for their own benefits and welfare ,,they might love you - yes ,,,but when they make you a bridge for their own personal way to reach their goals ...that is unfair and not right ,,,time passed by ,,,decades passed by and here am I all alone after giving them all everything -  moral & material ; support , love , care , help and best time of my life ,,,old and young each and every one has been looking for their welfare without thinking that i have to live my life and = spend my own coin for me ,,,not for them ...

I have , in fact , lived their lives and spend all my coins and capital for them all ,,,now I am bankrupt and all alone ,,,I  have been abandoned by all after I spend every thing for them ,,I have become like a ruin of a palace which has been famous one day but  is deserted now because it does not have  any  significance any more  to show ...
And how do I react ? ...simply , I pray for them all and wish them the best ...
Yes , I have learned a very severe lesson ,,the hard way ,,but it won't do me any good ,,,because I run out of time ...my time is over ,,,,I have very little time left and I can not go back to the past ,,
What a pity ..
What ungratefulness ..
What an end ...
What ugly feelings ..
What emptiness ..
If we reverse the picture and if they were in my shoes ...what would have they done ?
 What would  they have  said ?
 How would they  have reacted ?
but the hypothesis is wrong ,,, because they WOULD NEVER HAVE DONE SO ,,,They all spend their own coins as well as others' coins ,,,thy all  think of themselves ,,,never of others ...
After all this is human beings' nature ..
They are right and I was & am wrong ,,,one should , must and have to do for one's sake , interest , welfare and own business not for others ...
I have made a mistake ,,,a huge mistake by allowing others to spend  all my coins ,,,all my life ,,,
What a FOOL am I ..
Never let others spend your coins for you ..never let others spend your time for you ..
Live your life ,,,not others' life ...
life is VERY PRECIOUS ,,
UNLESS you live your own life then you will end up like me ...lonely and all alone ...

BUT I still have  a great BELIEF , FAITH & CONFIDENCE in God ,,,

He will not let me down ,,,

ONLY HIM ...




Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Does Love Hurt ???

Does Love Hurt ??
DOES LOVE HURT??
CAN LOVE BE A BURDEN ??
Love can be a burden ,,it can hurt instead of of protect -  though love is the best emotional feeling  by which life goes on ,love gives protection ,,love means existence ,,,and here I am talking about all sorts of love , parents' love ,,,mothers' love, siblings' love , spouse's love , friends ' love ,,love in general not only between men and women ,,
When love turns into possession , obsession , slavery , selfish , domineering , ruling , ,,,etc.. it becomes a burden ...it hurts ...sometimes people offer love that sickens ,, when love turns into one sort  of the previous feelings then it is not real love ,, it is an outcome of a compensation for something else ,,, a mother can be so obsessive of her child to the extent that she clings to him/ her all his/ her life and she denies to admit that they need their privacy and their own freedom ,to live their life and choose their way ,, she can not liberate her children from her prison ,,when  they grow up to choose their own life ,,,she would refuse to set them free ,,, she makes them stick to her as her shadow ,,,then the question here :
Is this LOVE ...? & What kind of love is that??
I think = NOT ....because love should  offer care , attention , sensation , sentiment  , protection and not form a person into a special mould , a puppy or a follower ,,a shadow ..when love turns into   chains and cages that imprison a person = then it is not love at all,,,in this world there are many real stories of such sickening love wherein mothers play a great deal in destroying their own children's futuristic relationships with their partners - husbands & wives / siblings / friends / colleagues / mates and even their own children in the long run ..without knowing they turn their loved one s into hell.
I know a mother who refused to set  her daughter  free and she stayed with her all the time ... never let her choose  a friend , nor a colleague ,,,refused all the suitors when she  became a beautiful young woman legible  for marriage  ,,,filled her mind with all kinds of bad ideas about men including the daughter's father who was the best in the world ,,, she poisoned her mind with such filthy , malicious , mean thoughts about men ... the question here : Is this love ? 
Not only that but she portrayed to her a world of evil through men and marriage ,,,she would even described ugly filthy bad pictures of men to the poor little girl who believed every single word of her mother ,,,a child of five or four  would believe anything ,,, when the same stories are repeated throughout all the years ,,,such pictures are engraved  not only in one's brain but in the subconscious ,,,it  is very difficult to change what have become part of competence , rather than memories ,,,the human brain works in a strange way ,,it is like a book which keeps each and every word in each sentence ,,in every page ,,, all are collected ,,gathered to become a certain book that differs from other books in vocabulary ,,text ,, syntax ,, semantics ,,style ,,lexical items , sometimes in  pictures - when they are included ,,, the whole contents ,,the characters ,, ,,, this is the memory or the input  which remains in our brains till the day  we die ,unless we get Alzheimer ,memory loss,,or amnesia , 
Of course the extent of remembrance  varies from one person to another in the according to the degree of  brightness ,sharpness ,,clarity and strength ,,, some people have short memory ,, , that might fade or become  weaker by years ,,, others have sharp memory or strong sensors ,,, 
The negative  outcome or I may say the   tragic situation awaits   those with sharp memory because their life will be very much affected by all that input inside their brains ,,,thus their future will be passively and negatively affected by whatever have been accumulated of their past life ,,during childhood and adolescence ...
When I read  ( Sons and Lovers ) by D. H. Lawrence in the second year of my undergraduate studies ,,,I was so surprised of the ill - relation between the mother & her son ,,, then how that relation affected  ( her son  )  -and how that affected   the young man's relation when he felt in love with Miriam ... that novel illustrates the  bad relation from one point of view ,,,sex 
Well ,  in real life there are other kinds of ill relations as I mentioned above ,,wherein authoritative and  domineering persons show their love in a  very strange way so that  they deprive their children or associates from their rights in having normal love with other people ...the cause of this psychological problem is the deprivation of real genuine love of such persons whether in their own childhood and  youth and also  having  serious psychological problems themselves such as inferiority complex ..passing through very bad  emotional experience and other kinds of family problems losing a dear loved one such a s a mother , a brother or a father ,passing through bad  family experience ,, so to compensate for this deprivation ,,they think that they are offering protection and real love to their children by over protecting ,,,owning , possession and obsession  thus they make terrible mistakes ,,, not realizing that their behavior  and over acting  will  destroy  the life and relations of  their loved ones ...unaware of the consequences of such ill love that they give ,,,,, this feeling hurts ,,it is  a
burden ,,not love ,,,
POOR ARE THOSE WHO ARE DEPRIVED OF TRUE  GENUINE LOVE BECAUSE THEY ARE VICTIMS 
BLESSED ARE THOSE WHO ARE GIVEN TRUE GENUINE LOVE 
LOVE IS A BLESSING
IF YOU FIND  TRUE GENUINE LOVE
MAKE SURE NOT TO LOSE IT 

BECAUSE IT IS RARE 


Memories of ...... A Rainy Day


Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Ramadhan

Ramadhan
 
Ramadhan is the month of fasting in Islam ,,,however ,,it is not only fasting in the sense that not eating nor drinking because there is a hadith ( Prophet Mohammed's saying ) in which he says :


( There are many people who fast from but they have only the thirst and hunger ,,their fasting is not counted nor considered by God)
People should not talk about others , harm others , cheat , lie , do anything that is bad or not correct ,,,this conduct should be the characteristics of real Muslims ; otherwise one can stay without food and drink all the day and part of the night but his/her fasting is not valid if he is a hypocrite or harm other people ,,,BUT alas day by day Muslims' manners have deteriorated  ,,,most of those who think that they are best Muslims by praying , fasting and giving Zakat ,,,i.e. doing all the rituals yet deep down in their hearts and conducts they have nothing to do with Islam ,,if you hurt your neighbor and others , if you shout and talk badly about others , if you commit any bad act ,,then it is better that you break your fact ,,,eat and drink BUT keep away from such behavior ...as for those who have turned Islam from a religion of mercy , love , peace and kindness into a religion of violence , terror and slaughtering = surely , with no doubt they are going to HELL because they have misinterpret the Qur'an and thus their fasting is not at all accepted
 Ramadhan  is a month of peace  , love  , mercy , help of the poor and good behavior ,,,
the moral behind fasting is to feel of the hunger of the poor ,,,but what is happening these days is just the opposite ,,,most of the families and I refer here to the rich ,,have such feasts to break their fasting forgetting to help the poor who are unable to have a bite ,,a piece of bread ,,
HUNGER is spreading all over the world ,,there are millions of people who are starving to death each day ,,,on the other hands there millions of rich families who have extravagancy and who are living luxuriously ,,who throw away in the sea or in the rubbish piles and piles of  cooked meals of meat , rice , vegetables and fruits   ,,instead of giving them to the open mouths that are hungry to death ...
So WHAT has Ramadhan brought to such so called  Muslims ,,,but thirst , hunger , oversleep  and hopefully ,,,,in the long run .,,,HELL
HELP OTHERS
GIVE TO THE POOR
HAVE MERCY ON YOUR BROTHERS & SISTERS IN HUMANITY
BE HUMANE
STOP YOUR GREED TO FOOD & MONEY
SHARE OTHERS WITH ALL THE WEALTH THAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU
GOD HAS GIVEN YOU WEALTH TO SHARE WITH OTHERS
AND TON TEST YOU
RAMADHAN MUBARAK
 
 

Monday, July 15, 2013

IVAN SALUSTINO

IVAN SALUSTINO





It was the end of 1999 ,,, I was working as an English  university professor ,, my husband was unemployed and I could hardly make ends meet as the   cost of  living was very high ,,months earlier my brother  has got a job  with  the United Nations which has opened an office in Baghdad / Al Qanat /Canal  Hotel ,,, one day he told me that  there are international staff members from many various foreign countries  who want to learn Arabic and so I designed and planned a Course in Arabic for Non-Native Speakers and I  used to go to their resident places ( at hotels ) to give them private lectures ,,,it was such a hard time for me because I used to go to the university during day time ,,,go to hotels to teach Arabic at night ,,,What a terrible time that  was ,, what a straggler I am ,just as my name Nidhal  which means = Struggle  in English  ...the first man whom I started teaching Arabic was  Mr. Ivan ..I used to go to Al-Betra Hotel wherein he resided in Bab Al-Sharqi ( which is  a very crowded place ) in Baghdad  - not suitable for a lady to go there to alone  ,,,especially at night ,,,so I asked my husband to accompany me ...and therefore I used to go twice or three times a week ,,,the man was very generous , polite and kind ,,, he was a real gentleman unlike all the others whom I taught ,,,the moment I saw him I felt that he is my brother not a stranger ...such decency and good manners  are rarely found ,,, 
Ivan Salustino ,,this is his name ,,, a Brazilian man whom I met at UNOHCI ( The United Nations Office for the Humanitarian Coordinator in Iraq  ) . He worked as an electricity specialist in the  Multidisciplinary  Observation Unit in the MDU from 1999 till 2000 .  This man  has shown me the most humanitarian behavior ,, best kindness and help ,,,not only for me but all those whom he has worked with , met or seen - as I have heard ,,he is an angle personified ,, he is such a benefactor who spread goodness , help , kindness and favor all around him ,he is honest , decent , frank and clever ,,
He told me how  he learned English language all  by himself when he was young , without going to any language school ,,, he said ,
" I bought books and  tapes and started learning  until I got it ",,,what a determined person that is ,,,,He has a strong will and determination ...
As for his humanity , kindness and merciful conduct I recall this incident which reveals his good heart and kindness  -
  I remember when  we finished the private Arabic lesson  -  he accompanied us as we were leaving the hotel  ,, we were  walking  along the street  in  Bab Al-Sharqi - a  beggar passed by ,,,she was talking in a loud voice addressing God saying ,,,
( look what you have done to me ??)repeating this sentence many times in a loud voice looking up at the sky ,,, ,,,Ivan was surprised ,,, he looked at her and said " what is she saying?  "...I translated her words and I told him that she was begging for alms ,,,he put his hand into his pocket ,,,and gave her some money ,,,then he said .." I feel that I am responsible for the poverty of this woman ,,," Why ? my husband said ,,, You are a foreigner ,,,how come you are responsible for this ?? 
Then Ivan started discussing the economical issues and problems of the world ,,,I was really impressed ,,,
"  that man is out of this world " - I said to myself ,,,who is he ??? "
" Is he an angle descending from Heaven to help people ??"
Days passed by and suddenly a new door was opened to me by God ,,,on the hands of good noble Ivan 
 We were sitting in the darkness because the electricity was off during Saddam Husain 's regime when he used to make us live in darkness two hours at night and two hours at day time  ( Now we wish we have only four hours of black out ,,,because the new government is cutting off the electricity all the time )  ,,,,,,anyway ,my husband and I were fasting and on the lantern's light , our small rented old house was dreary , cold ,gloomy and dark except for the fading light of the lantern when suddenly a very bright  light was filling the room ,blinding our eyes ,,obviously it was a car ,,and then there was a knock at the door ,,,my husband opened the door ,, it was my brother carrying some papers ,, as he was not on talking terms with me ,, he looked at my husband ,, handing him the papers he said "  this is from Ivan  to her ..." looking at me with a grin ..." .and he said she should fill this form in   and  you must bring it tomorrow morning to the UNOHCI office ,,,"
On the faint light of the lantern , I filled in the 4 pages of P.11 - the special papers  for the United Nations application forms , the next morning my husband delivered the papers to the security guards who were responsible for collecting the application forms ,,,
After a while , may be a month or so ,,my next door neighbour called me, "A  telephone call for you"  she said  and it was the UNOHCI asking me to go for an interview ,,I went and I saw a large number of candidates waiting for their turn in the cafeteria ,,,,,I heard them talking and then I realized that they have all applied for  a job  ,,,I was sitting there bewildered as I have not prepared anything for the interview because I did  not even know what it was about ,,,then there he came ,,the benefactor ,,, the man with a gold heart ,,Ivan ,,,I saw him passing by ,,he looked at me and said quietly : " hello " ,,,I said " hello " ,,, " I do not know why am I here ." ..I said ,, " yes ,,you know " ,,he said ,,,I never forget that short conversation ,, it is still there in graved deep down  in my mind ,,, 
Then  a lady was calling our names and when my turn came ,,I went up , entered a room and was interviewed by an English lady and an Italian man ,,they were very impressed with my qualifications and experience and thus I was hired to teach Arabic to international staff members and then English for Iraqis and Arab members ,,,the fees I took ( 300$ a month )  was a GIFT ,,my way out of such a difficult time ,,,to whom does the credit go ??? Surely to Ivan Salustino who has remembered me and who has given my name to the committee without even realizing how much I needed that job ,, not only that but this man  always helps others even if he does not know them and that is what happened with me  ,,,wasn't it for him , I would not have taken that job ,,because in our country even with international companies , organizations or establishments - it is not the qualifications , nor the experience that count ,,, we live in a country of mediation , connections and relations ,,this is why we never develop nor have progress,,,,
later on when I saw him and thanked him - his humble answer was : " I only introduced you because I want the best for the UNOHCI "
Deep down in my heart and mind I know that  if it wasn't   for him ,,I would not  have been able to be there even though  I was the best and this is what I heard from the committee  but the credit and favor goes to my dear brother Ivan
In my life , I have met very few  prominent , distinguished , brilliant people  whose work and conduct will never be forgotten not only by me but by  all those who shared some time , experience and probably hours of humanity ,,,
Whatever  I write about Ivan Salustino ,  my good noble brother  , will never be enough  to what he has done ,,,to me and others ,,,words can never describe the great and good deeds and acts that  this humble man have presented to so many people  
I kept giving classes of Arabic and English to international and national staff members in UNOHCI as well as UNECIF ,MDU,UNESCO ,,until one day another broader door was opened by God to me when I applied to work with the WHO and then became the official translator and secretary for the head of  the organization ,,
I still say that all the favour  goes to Ivan Salustino after God of course ,,,but wasn't it for Ivan who opened the door to me ,,,who knows...... 
WORDS CAN NEVER DESCRIBE THE DECENT , HONEST  HUMANE ,
KIND , GOOD , NOBEL , IVAN
THE MAN WHO LEFT A VERY GOOD IMPRESSION AMONG THE IRAQIS WHO KNEW HIM & WORKED WITH HIM
MAY THE ALMIGHTY ALLAH BLESS & SAVE HIM & HIS FAMILY 
We have a saying in Iraq about such wonderful good person ,,we say this is a RARE JEWEL 
PRAYERS & MOST REGARDS 
for
My good noble brother
Ivan Salustino 


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