Saturday, May 30, 2015

Running Away

Running Away 

When you face so many problems in your life and no one stands with you ,,, when you are left all alone struggling to get your peace of mind and serenity ,,when you realize that you have become an easy prey for all those around you and there is no way out of all your troubles BUT to RUN AWAY ..... 
How do you react ? 
Do you run away leaving all those hounds barking loudly ?
Do you stay and keep suffering and live day and night in torture ?
Or 
Do you just try to  erase all those around you and start a new life among them and treat all of them indifferently and coldly as if they do not exist ?
Very difficult questions - especially if you are a compassionate , kind  conscientious person who  has never hurt anyone not even
 an insect ....

It has been about five years since I left my country and settled in another due to many crucial personal problems ,,, I still remember every single detailed place at home and every single person whom I know whether family , acquaintances , friends , neighbours or just people I have met many times there ,,,,
 I long and yearn to those good time I had lived there ...
A person's country and home town is just like a mother ,,,it is not easy to forget or abandon ,,, leave and forget ,,, it is part of a person especially for those patriots who love their countries and I am one of them ,,,, 
However , as I have no place to go to there ,, no home ,,,no shelter I find myself bewildered , confused and uncertain whether to go back or stay here ...
Each day passes the decision becomes more difficult ,,, it is not because I am living here all alone by myself ; it is not that I feel lonely because I spend my time just the way I like : reading , writing , watching  my favourite programmes and movies on TV , searching the net , doing all the usual daily activities and sometimes going  for a walk , shopping or window shopping ...
Whenever the idea of death crosses my mind - I have a strong desire to go back home because I want to die among my siblings ,, in my own hometown and to be buried near my parents  ....
I believe  in God  and I know that we are all destined to our way of life ,,,,I have a strong belief that our fate is designed to us by Him and we can not change it at all ...
I wonder , though - will I be able to go back home ???
Will I stay here , die and buried  in another country ???
Who knows ??? 
No one knows what will happen tomorrow .....
I just keep praying to the Almighty God to let me die at home and be buried near my my parents ...




Monday, October 06, 2014

WAKE UP World

Wake Up World 

Hopefully soon the whole world not only Iraq and Syria will get rid of those barbarian savages  ,, ISIS ,,Al - Qaida and all other terrorist organizations …BUT what is so STRANGE is that those BLOODY groups have been SLAIUGHTERING Iraqis  and Syrians - Muslims for MONTHS ,, or even more yet not a single finger from the WEST  was raised  ,,, however when only ONE and only one US person have been killed and I am so sympathetic with  him and his family ,may his soul rest in peace ,, I know it is a CRIME whether the VICTIM was a USA citizen ,, a foreigner ,, an Arab ,, a Muslim ,, a non- Muslim ,, a Christian ,, a  Jewish ,,, a black ,, a white ,, whoever and whatever  ,, they are all VICTIMS and they deserve LIFE because GOD has created us all and it is only HE who can take our souls ,, no one  has the right to take a soul ,,, these SAVAGES ( ISIS) have been supported and sponsored by the USA ,,Israel & their BLOODY allies  the Saudis ,Qataris and Turkish  ,,, they called themselves Muslims but they have NOTHING to do with ISLAM ,,,the religion of ( SALAM) which means  PEACE ….

When the THREAT and DANGER was near the 

USA ,, they 

become so FURIOUS ,, they DECIDED To 

STOP this terror ,, in 

this way the world would CONSIDER the WEST 

,,, the ONE and 

ONLY savior ,,, what an irony ,, more than a

 million  Iraqis  & 

Syrians have been slaughtered ,,, murdered by 

those 

TERRORIST 

Organizations and nothing happened ,,,

WAKE up WORLD the USA ,,, UK ,, other  

western and 

European countries are not HEROES ,,, they are

 SELFISH ,,

 EGOISTS ,,, PROFITEERS ,,,WAR-

MONGERS,,, BLOODY 

SAVAGES ….they have helped this savage 

movement to grow 

and spread its terror and violence ,,,

By the way now the TERRORIST movements are moving to India 
,,,,after realizing that their place here is no more safe…….

I hope that all TERRORISTS rot in HELL …

May Peace fill our hearts and life 






Brutality and Savagery

Brutality  and Savagery 
Why do some human beings behave in a very  bad manner? 
Why do some people become  savages and behave brutally ?
Why are some people cruel and evil ?
Why do some people have  devils inside them?
Why are there criminal minds ? 
Why and why and why ???
I have been writing articles ever since ISIS or ISIL or whatever names those BLOODY groups call themselves  ; I have thinking over and reading books ; analyzing and reviewing ; asking and researching ; discussing and negotiating ,,,, yet all my results have been poured in one pot ..... background of psychological problems ,,, all those criminals have criminal minds and psychological disorder ,,, they have personal issues and they are not really normal ... writing this does not come from theories but from practice and reality .
In our life we know people of our own families , neighbours , relatives , acquaintances and friends ...if we realize the true feelings and inside souls of each and every single one of those close to us , we come to realize that inside each person there are so many complicated feelings and emotion ,,, some have hatred , envy and evil spirit which overcome goodness , love , kindness and mercy .. those tend to have violent temper ,,,angry behaviour and so this evil come out in their actions at home with their nearest and dearest ...once there is an  atmosphere and environment that helps feed this evil ,,, they can easily turn into terrorists and thus they behave brutally and turn into mad criminals who find slaughtering and killing as the one and only outlet to express their madness ,,,
 In addition to that there is brainwash and financial problems which contribute a lot to turn those ill - minded people into professional criminals and killers ...
Our world has turned into HELL because such terrorists are increasing in number all over the whole world ...
We need a  psychological revolution ;  a new practice todefeat these criminals and start treating all those children who suffer from mental and psychological disorder ,,, help them overcome their inferiority complexes ,,, hatred , jealousy , envy ,, and all those passive and negative emotions  which they can not treat by themselves alone ...
 I do hop ethat our world will get rid of all those terrorists as soon as possible nad thet w elive again in PEACE & LOVE ...

 I wish that w eget rid completely of terror and violence all over the world and PEACE fill the whole glob...

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